Random Ramblings

Grieving is normal and shouldn't be ignored. Vonnie, you have to experience the pain and hurt you're going through - it's what makes you a sensitive, loving person. But you have a hope that many don't have - you have a hope in Jesus, knowing that one day He will wipe all those tears away and bring to you JOY unexplainable ! This life is full of pain, physical and emotional, but our hope is in Christ our Savior.
Yes, the holidays are more difficult when you've lost a loved one, but always be thankful for the years you had that person to celebrate those holidays with. I've heard so many people say it this way: "I'd rather have had my loved one and lost them, than to have never had them at all"

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Is it normal to have rough days after a beloved family member past away?
Christmas and New Year's Even never have been so worse as it was this time.

Yes it is normal but I might add that those who are close to a family member experience loss more intensely maybe. My Dad has been gone for 13 years and it has taken that long to get used to it. My wife on the other hand lost her dad back in 2005 but had no relationship with him, he was extremely abusive to her growing up, and felt no pain or loss at all..she felt relief. She was closer to her mom, who passed on Halloween of this year, and has felt some loss.
You seem to have been very close to your mom and I must say you are truly blessed that way...it is something I can't even imagine as is the pain and loss you must be experiencing. I will keep you in my prayers.

It seems my mind can't understand mom is in her heavenly home now.
Yep, I know we and mom and dad will be reunited, but that can't take away the deep pain I feel right now.
Maybe the loss of mom makes me more sensitive.?

getting my braces on today...

Welcome… we meet again eh?

Yep, it appears we do. Juuuuuuuust great.....







lol

I wrote part of a commercial song yesterday. It needs a better chorus than what I have in it right now (not in the link, but it basically goes between a Bsus, B, F#, F#, Bsus, B, F#, E; B, BM7, Abm, G, and a 4-bar drum/bass solo). Suggestions?

https://soundcloud.com/kompilesoft/man-alive

I need a shower...

then get one

Buses are cancelled because of freezing rain. I might go to school this afternoon, might not, depends on what I feel like doing…

I feel like plugging into Garageband...

I hate it to be in a mourn proces.
It's tough.

working on writing my own music...

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working on writing my own music...

Make it happen man ! Create something unique.... different.... something that SHREDS

Guilty/Forgiven wrote:

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working on writing my own music...

Make it happen man ! Create something unique.... different.... something that SHREDS

I'll do my best.

Alldat has his own emoticon??? thats so rad...lol

rockerVu2 wrote:

I hate it to be in a mourn proces.
It's tough.

It is tough.

I have been in an incredibly bad mood the last few days....might have something to do with being sick for 3 weeks....or possibly a chemical imbalance in my brain. Or maybe I'm just a jerk.

I hate exam time… studying stinks.

shadowforce

I was looking up Haitian Creole and I realized the word for God is "Bondye"… which looks silly at first, but it comes from the French "Bon Dieu" which is like the English term "the Good Lord". Cool eh?

Not to mention the way it's pronounced in Québec.

crazy...but that's how it goes...

I ordered me a brand new Fender Stratocaster from the factory. I'm picking it up tomorrow at my local dealer. This has been customized for me and I have wanted this for a long long time.

Guilty/Forgiven wrote:

That made me laugh!

Fundy

I think the tv series Dad's Army is great!

And that's a random thing to say!

Fundy

Life is making me upset.